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I'm in love with you. When I look at you, my heart beats a little faster. If you smile, then the words are missing. You make me so happy without even knowing it. Because even if I love you, you will end up just an unrequited high school love. Maybe the day will come when I'll laughingly tell you about my feelings, but now I'm not ready for it, because I know you'll never love me as much as I do. That's okay. I can handle this. I always do.

My best friend of 18 years is my soul mate. We don't know if we will ever get to be together. He's in Mexico City and I'm in America. He takes care of his parents and I have my own family.We don't know what the future will hold, but we know we will love each other for the rest of our lives.If anything, I can truly say I've loved another with all my heart and soul.I have yet to even see him in person yet. (Many will say that's crazy) I would give anything to see him.My family doesn't know about him.I have to see him before this life is over,atleast once.Tell our story

In college, who I thought was my true love, was my lost love. You just left one day, without a reason as to why. I called, I followed you to class to ask, but you would not talk to me. I cried and hurt for months. I still wonder why, despite the fact that I’ve been happily married for over 40 years. A common friend told me to forget about it years later.. I think he knows but keeps your reason secret. The saddest part is that I think some family members that I still keep in contact with had a part in this ‘breakup’ but I have no proof. I just want to know ‘WHY?’

I woke up this morning feeling like something was missing. I got out of bed and went about my day... work, home, dinner, and all day I've felt like something was wrong. Out of nowhere it hit me like a fast moving train. I am missing you. Today would have been your birthday. I can still see your face and even though I've aged, in my mind, you're still the teenage boy so full of self-doubt and confusion. How is it that I can still feel when you should be here, even when I forget to miss you? I will always love you, beyond time, beyond reason and beyond life! Forever yours!

I loved, and I lost. Our love story was beautiful and tragic all at once. We were only 16 & 17 when we met - we instantly fell in love. You were truly my best friend. When my mother passed away, you took it upon yourself to become my protector. Our love progressed from something that was so pure, into something that was toxic. My depression led to resenting you, the one person who had been there for everything. I thought that my life would be better without you.. but I was wrong. So here we are, 2 years later. Still endlessly in love, but too scared to do anything about it.

Leaving you behind was the hardest part. I could still remember how you convinced me that I will be having a good time in my stay in New York. You promised me you’ll come and visit but you never did. I never thought that that day will be the last time I will be able to hug and kiss you. It’s been almost two years but I still miss you, everyday. We may not be together, but always remember that you will always have a special place in my heart and no one can ever replace it. I hope in another life, I will still your girl. I miss you so much and I love you, my soldier!

The day I saw you on that machine my world changed. We were new parents,and this curve ball! It's been 5 yrs 3x's a week 5hrs a day.I ask myself how you do it.Then I look at you with our boys and know where your strength comes from.I pray God lets you see them grow,and witness all their stages in life.I've cried myself to sleep many nights not knowing what the future holds.The best years of my life and your courage have gotten us through the worst of yours.Yet we are blessed. I know the call will come,our new life,new beginning best years of our lives is near.We don't give up! Love.Your wife

We were still kids when we fell in love. We had so many hopes and dreams. Some have come true, but others have eluded us. When we took our wedding vows neither of us knew what the future had in store. Now, after losing two babies and dealing with the underlying medical issues, I can truly say I have never loved you more. You think I'm brave and strong all on my own, but I wouldn't have lasted one second without you. No matter the hardships that life may bring, marriage to you will always be the best and most amazing adventure I will ever have. I don't regret a single minute. Never will.

Summer of 1989 i had a fling with a long haired hippie boy. We kept it on and off until the mid 90s, went our separate ways had kids I left state. At 37 I moved back to take care of my mom. My kids teeens and myself single and done with dating relationships. I worked read books spent time with family. A good life. The hippie became a trucker 5 years ago we started talking.As friends about life. The first conversation lasted over an hour, the next 2. Then daily.I'd lose sleep for the conversation. I cherished every interaction. He became my best friend. In May we committed to forever.

I was with someone for eight years. He was the most kind hearted person and could always make me smile. We had many wonderful times together and made many wonderful memories.We tried to work things out but we couldn’t. We hadn’t been spilt up but for two months and all of sudden he was gone.He passed away in July of 2018. I know that he loved me but I miss him every single day. I think about him a lot. It has been one of the hardest things I have gone through. I know that it will get easier but I still wish I could talk to him. We were still really good friends and I will always love him

We all have our own plans. But God knows best. I have learned that life is like a roller coaster. We are always put in those positions where we struggle to make a choice. You always need to do what is best for you even if that means hurting the ones you love the most. God will guide you through every step of the way. You just got to trust in him he will never let you down. I was going through a hard time, my mom was diagnosed with cancer. I needed time to myself to enjoy my life & be stress free. I made a lot of changes in my life & I know I hurt people,I needed a change.

To the first Boy I lost and loved: It's been 11 years since we connected in a way I will never forget.Those mysterious brown eyes and the way you looked at me the first night we met.I remember the colors of the bonfire glowing across your face,as we made eye contact that gave me butterflies.We grew close over the Summer of 2008.We did everything together! 7 months later,things changed,you changed,then you left for good.The hurt cut so deep within.You have moved on,it's time for me to finally move on.I'll never forget the Summer of 2008,the year you walked into my life and left just as fast..

Your books are truly beautiful. I have a story that could influence your next book. Its called the journey of love. About a young woman that looses her first love is a very horrufic way. Raised in a christaun way with a family dynamic of not being loved by the first man in her life her father. But through all the trials of being a single mother find herself through the loss of her fathers death.

I had a rocky past. You had your own. When we were set up on that blind date at the restaurant, I thought it was too much to dare hope for. The city girl and the cowboy staring at each other..the electricity between us was undeniable. We married a year later and our life together was simply magical. Who knew the clock was ticking for us? After having perfection for 16 years, and making so many plans, the state police showing up on our doorstep to tell me you were killed instantly in an accident was like a spear shoved into the depths of my body. Nothing prepared me for not seeing you again.

You gave me your sunlight & lit my insides with fire until happiness radiated from within. But my father passed away, & it was my fault. My mom became depressed, & I had to take care of the younger ones. & I cried and screamed in the bathroom floors at night begging God for strength because being in my body was torture. & your mom thought I was too fragile, too sad, too damaged for you. They took you away. You tried. You fought. I healed. I waited. Waited.. But you never came. And I think of you sometimes. Im sorry for the pain I caused you.

Until you, I didn’t know what love was. I was 18, you were 19, and we were young, lives leading us down different paths. It was your friend who introduced us, claiming the two of us were meant for each other, soulmates. It was a joke, but we played along. We played out our future, talked about forever. And somewhere in the mix, it became real. You became my everything, my world. You made me fall in love with music, with the stars, and the beauty of the world around us. You became my happiness, my light in the dark, and my best friend. I can’t imagine life without you in it. I love you always.

I wasn’t with you when God decided it was time. For that I am truly sorry. You asked me to stay, begged me not to go into work. I told you I would be back as soon as I could, it was work. I left you for work, but you knew your time was near. I would give anything if I could change that. To have been by your side, holding your hand, when you took your last breath. I got the call just as I was leaving work to come back to you. But it was to late. You didn’t wait for me. I didn’t get to tell you how much I love you. So now, there’s not a day that goes by, that I don’t whisper I LOVE YOU!

When we met in high school, it seemed it was never the right time for us. There was always someone in the way. Although you were always around during high school, something always kept us apart. We both went on to have different lives. Now, years later I have been searching for you but I have had no luck. I would like to talk to you and find out how your life has been. Maybe someday, I will find you. Beck

We met on a chilly January evening. Our first kiss was under the stars at the beach. I told you I love you while you were asleep next to me. You woke up said you loved me too. We spent endless days at the beach, you always made me feel special. You passed away 52 days ago... Every time I think about you, it's hard to breathe. I think about you always... The way I love you is how I've always wanted to be loved...like a fairytale. 2 years together, you still made my heart skip a beat and made me happier than ever before. I miss you so much it hurts... I will forever love you, babe... <3

You fixed your broken family.You took in a family that you didn make or ask for.You only asked for me.You are selfless and kind.Because of that my boys will learn to be good men.We were all abandoned and broken.You found us and put back our pieces. You are my love story every day. You have saved many people in your 42 years. As a soldier,a friend,a brother,a father,a husband,a grandson and a son. It will never go unnoticed. You are our love story. "I feel like I am quite ready for another adventure" 5/7/12 forever Love, Me